When you love/like somebody

Come to think about it, do we truly understand the meaning of LOVE?
or its actually LIKE, and we often got ourselves confused with it.

i just think that the word LOVE is so commonly abused and it slip out of our tongue so easily.
Sometimes i feel that people prefer to used the word LOVE cause it sounds serious, mature and BIGGY compare to using the word LIKE.
Don't you think so?

Regardless of place, time and people, we can hear people saying i LOVE this and that.
An example i can think off for the time being, was hearing a bunch of young kids around the age of 14- 15 saying "Ooh i LOVE u" at the cafeteria, behind the bus and many more places we can think off.
Is that really call LOVE?
Ok, i think its LOVE...puppy love that is.

For someone like me, i don't understand the differences and meaning of all this anymore.


All i know are when we like/love someone:

Thinking about that significant person most of the time. Wonder how's his days at work and wanting to hear from him most of the time just to hear him telling you how much he misses you
Well at least that apply on me.

Don't mind about their physique.
I don't mind if he gain weights, looks disastrous, or lost his attractiveness, all i want is for him to have his eyes on me, one and only.

Wanting to improve and change
i always wanted to 'upgrade' myself in terms of looks and knowledge. i don't want him to find me boring and embarrassing. i want him to be proud of me, having the privilege to say "Look, that's my girl", able to help him when his in troubles or to be able to thinks of things that will cheer him up.

Sacrificing for him...
We have things of our own to be busy with, but when it comes to him. I'll be rushing like a madman just so that i can have the extra time i save to spend on him. When we tends concentrate on one thing very much, we'll neglect the rest and that means losing friends...

Recognition
i want him to know how much i think of him, knowing that i have my eyes for him only. That i'll be there when he needs me. I want him to know all this, hoping that he'll be doing the same for me.

But things just doesn't really work that way for everyone....
Craps, i'm just being naive and air headed

Typical Taurean

Got this from the net, i totally agree with this for my own behalf. Well I'm a double bull to begin with
(Ox in the Chinese astrology + Taurus)

Traditional Taurus Traits
Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

On the dark side...
Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self- indulgent and greedy

LIKES

• Stability
• Being Attracted
• Things Natural
• Time to Ponder
• Comfort and Pleasure

DISLIKES


• Disruption
• Being pushed too hard
• Synthetic or "man made" things
• Being rushed
• Being indoors

Going back

Im going back to kuching tonight.
yipeeee.
Finally i can have a good rest and HOLIDAYSSSSSSSS.
Oh yes..
Doing nothing, sleep, eat (doing whatever that can classify me as a lazy bum)
Its like a dream come true (^.^).
Not that im lazy.
Its just that, finally its holiday n i wanna pamper myself a bit wat
Who wouldn't

i have to make a confession.
The thing i miss the most at home is the WASHING MACHINE.
Yes, the one n only....THE washing machine....
Staying in the dorm was ok, but having to wash my own clothes manually using hand, its tormenting.
Especially when i have to wash my jeans n the clothes that i have been piling up for days.
*sob*
I think i need to explain myself about this.
Sometimes i have to left the clothes piled up because
1) it has been raining for days
2) too busy rushing for my final year projects,assignments etc
3) away for trips or things alike


The second on the list is the water heater
yeaaaaaaaaaa.
i miss u very much Water Heater.

Sorry mom n dad, i miss u all too.

But...
im gonna miss my bf in bintulu now *sobs*
haiz...
There's always a trade off in everything.
But then again for the time being I'll just have to console myself with the washing machine n water heater *wink*

His lov3 letters......

Couple a months ago, he showed me all the letters he got from his x- girl friends, admires n best friends studying abroad, but i never bother about it.
Well, the past is past what.
I don't mind him keeping it as remembrance o momento.
As long as his mine and only mine now.

But just now when i was having a headache, bored n alone in his room, i caught a glimpse at that particular box which contain all those "love letters".
So....
i just open the box n run through it since i can't read Chinese words.
2 words hit me really hard that time when i was just flipping through the letters at 1st...
The word "LAU GONG" in chinese.
Then come the word "DEAR" *rolls eyes*
n lastly the 3 most famous n commonly abused words " I LOVE YOU"
Gosh (>.<)
And from that moment, i realized that he actually had quite a number of admires.
That's y he end up having so many anonymous letter.

How come i never had people writing love letter for me?
Wait a minute, i do have but only 1 or 2.
im not really sure about it.
This just showed how UNpopular i am among guys *sobs*

what are the odds?
I'm not tall, not fair(tanned), clumsy, not bright, no talents, nothing...
Just a plain, simple girl
Yea, that sure explains everything.
Anyway, i'm just gonna play cool n ask him to dispose all those letters.

Lov3 is in the air

hohohohohohoho.

i dont know whether its juz me o there's smthg wrong abt this pic =p
smtgh jz looks fishy here.
a boy n a girl touching the "love" shape styrofoam.
it jz gives me the feeling tat there's smtgh going on.
hohohohohohoho

i noe she's so gonna kill me if she c this >.<
p/s: im just crapping. so dont take it seriously

i personally think tis pic is nice.
tats all.
nothing more n nothing less =p

Dinner for Unity is Lov3

yipee.

Finally its overrrrrr.
The finals n my 4 years of degree.(^.^)
Hohohohohoohho.
So much for my 4 years of youth.

thx to Alip, the students of BSBI batch 2005 were able to hv our last dinner 2gether.
Cheers to Alip n his committee members.

I din plan 2 go for the dinner at 1st, but after seeing their dedication and enthusiasms i was kinda touched.

The dinner was ok lo.
what can i expect by paying just RM10 for the dinner?
not bad what, with very little money to spare, they manage to organize a dinner n buy gifts.
n at least no dumbo complaining tat the students wear too sexy.
BRAVO (^.^).
A 5-6 years old dress

More worth it then going for "Appreciation Night/ MAKOSRA" at Everly Hotel
Where the food n the program sux.
where wearing dress o nite gowns were considered sexy n obscene.
Only idiots think like tat.
what do they expect us 2 wear?
The funniest part was tat flowers for the deads were given to the students as door gift.
LMAO.

Huei hong looked gorgeous in white short ceongsam. kinda envy of her. she got the curves n the butt
n phene looked so gentle *chuckles*

My "jie jie", gonna miss him heaps >.< p/s: good luck in ur phd
Not to forget, my cute little "grandson". gonna miss him very much too >.<. gosh i feel so petite when his ard. it feels like he can squash me anytime

To be able to take pictures with the beauties (Sok yeng& Emei) of this course was an honour =p

Undeniable, the Indian guys in this course r bunch of handsome blocks


At the end of the dinner most of my classmates were crying but i just cant bring myself to shed some tears juz like tat.
Mayb i'm a cold hearted person????
mayb....


Frankly speaking this 4 years arent really enjoyable for me.
i just cant think of anything that is worth of my remembrance.
Pathetic huh.
Sometime i just feel like an empty soul in a shell.
at the end ntgh can really satisfy me.

bad hair cut

had a hair cut last friday.
was kinda tired of my fringe lately,n i was kinda bored that time.
all of a sudden feel like going for hair cut.
so......
Went for a hair cut at HAIR MODE in Park CIty MAlL
n the verdict issssssssss....
i hate it.
i hate the bang
dont even feel like taking pics anymore.
i thought since the saloon's name sound pretty ok, probably i should give them a try.
well, im kinda dissapointed....LITERALLY

Die, coz im gonna stuck wif this hair for the time being >.<

darn, i looked like an idiot

Lesson of the day: never judge the profession of the hair dresser based on the name n the interior design. (T.T)